on 6 january 2001 xstense wrote again
to you:

you…

i imagined you harmless,
passive,
weak
and far far far away
outside reality
an abstract possibility

but you
have found a way to connect
riding on my self-obsessed pleasures
and
by chance?
hitting on the cliches:
the right moment
the right place

spinning yourself out of nothingness

and
so
now
you’re here

a growing entity hidden from the gaze
pressing against the borders
infiltrating thoughts

i wonder about the nature of this presence,
its directness
seemingly a play of mind

can i be sure of you?

with kind regards
x-stance

to this,
you replied:
RE: JG / Re: CF / Re: GS / Re: HF / Re: JC / Re: OB / Re: SS / RE: UH /
KS xchange / CP xchange /

and then, xstense wrote again: xstense part 3.