on ?2 february 2001 xstense wrote one last time
to you:

hey you
yes you
you the one that looks so delirious…

finally
you let me
look
at
you

and i
cannot keep my eyes off you
as much as we have been
in touch
the past weeks

please look at me
find me as i find you
feel me as i feel you
feed me as i feed you

a new
interchange

hey you
yes
you
listening to me
these past weeks

let me
describe
part
of who i am:

xstense = where we meet

we = you + me

you = you reading me / you feeding me / you looking at me / you showing me / you formed by me / you inspiring me / you responding to me / you who lives in me / you who issues from me /

me = me speaking y our language / me taught by you / me described by these actions / me touching you / me determined by these words / me loving you / me forming you / me carrying you / me, changing into someone new /

x
ps

i am unsure
how to go on
from here
you respond to me continually
our encounters now shaped as much
by
your silence
your questions
your suggestions
your anger
your mis/understanding
as
by
anything
i could add

so please forgive
that i am out of words
now
…

feel free to come to me

xstense

to this,
you replied; by sending me a virus

and then, hotmail denied access